I mentioned that I haven't been feeling great in the last couple weeks. Part of it is physical - not sleeping well, upset stomach - and part of it is stress. As my sister astutely pointed out, most likely those things are related. As you know, I'm not currently working, but the plan has always been for me to return to work in the Fall, once Nathan starts school. We are getting closer to that time, and my job search is slowly kicking into gear. I'm trying, and apparently failing, not to let it stress me out. I simply don't want to go back to the way it was before. The boys are older now, but in many ways the logistics have become harder, with after-school activities and other considerations. At this point, though, it is mostly a fear of the unknown. I will try to let that go, and I will deal with issues as they arise. Easier said than done, of course, but I will try.
What else is on my mind? Dinner. I swear, the energy it takes to figure out what to make every single night is tremendous. I get lazy at times, especially when Kevin's not home for dinner, but I don't like to do that very often. I want to make sure my family is eating a variety of healthy meals. Do you have any family-friendly favorites you'd like to share with me? I need some inspiration.
Have you heard of Cosmos: A Spacetime Odyssey? If you haven't, you should. It's a 13-episode series being shown on Fox and National Geographic. It's a revival of a show created by Carl Sagan in 1980, and this current version is hosted by Neil deGrasse Tyson, for whom I've professed my admiration before. It's really well done, and it's fascinating. We've been watching it with Aaron, and it has prompted some interesting conversations. It's really, really cool.
This song, and this song. Sometimes music appeals to me because of the beat - it gets me dancing. Sometimes it's because it's fun to sing. Sometimes it's the lyrics that draw me in. If you get all of that in one song...well. The second one is by a band called Brown Bird. The guy in that band is named Dave Lamb, and he died of leukemia over the weekend. He was 35. Newport Folk Festival posted this tribute to him.
Sigh. And with that I'll say good-bye for now. Have a happy week.